Memorable Chinese New Year

若有人问我，你的兴趣是什么？若是任你选择做这世界上的任何一份工，你会做什么？

说实在的，我不知道。可能我还需要些时间，可能我还需要些经验，但是我不能再等了阿！曾经相当一位教师，飞机师，演员，会计师，医生，等。这些都是我真正想要的吗？

我怎么想也想不出我对什么是怀着一股有火热的心去做的。原来，我是那么的不了解自己。

其实是有真正想过要当一位心理专家，听别人的诉苦，帮助他们解决生活上的困扰。可是妈妈却说有些人听了那么多的烦恼，自己也变得忧伤起来了。要做一份工真的那么多问题吗？想着想着，本来以为会得到诉苦人的信赖所产生的满足感，到最后，我开始怀疑我是不是多管闲事，“鸡婆”而已。

做会计师啊！银行家嘛！想到每天堵车去上班，穿着那死板板的衣服，每天只对着数字，过着压力的生活都已经想放弃了。

飞机师嘛，是想耍酷啦，也可以到处飞行，再加上爸爸也是做这一类的行业，所以就特别有欲望。偏偏我是个女生，又不够高，今天填了亚行的 Cadet Pilot Application Form，他们却回信说不够资格。我知道，这些都可以是借口，若我是真正热爱这份工作的话，我是不会放弃，继续寻找机会的。

这些都是我真正想要的吗？

我不知道。

But then again, 马太福音6：31 说，所以不要忧虑，说：‘我们该吃什么？喝什么？穿什么？’这些都是叫外人所寻求的，你们的天父原知道你们需要这一切。你们要先求祂的国和他的义，这一切都比加给你们。所以不要为明天忧虑，因为明天自有明天的忧虑，一天的难处一天当就够了。

亲爱的天父上帝，就把我的未来叫托在您手中了。虽然我很烦，可是你必定有更好的预备，我就不想那么多咯！

2011 Reflection

不知不觉，2011年又要告一段落了。说真的，我今年学习了很多，不是学业上而是做人道理上。

人的态度真的是很重要，不是有钱或有智慧的人就可以随意而来的。我觉得交朋友，真的不只能看外表，而是要真正了解他们内心的自己。

我今年在大学认识了个朋友，他算是个顽皮的学生，不大爱做功课，时常想着玩，做东西不认真，说脏话.... 若是以前的我，一定不会想着众人结交来往。但是，我却被他的热情打动，所以就尽量在学业上帮助他。经过更深的了解，我发觉他也有自己克服障碍的地方是值得被赞扬的，让我很敬佩。虽然他不是一个很好的学生，但是一个好朋友。

人嘛，总会有缺点。最重要是学习包涵，原谅。

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我应该也像其他一样年级的同学们一样，还在寻找自己真正的方向和梦想。可是却发觉时间似已不多了。

明年就19岁了，岁月真的不留人哪。


“ 唉，感叹世事无常，感叹时间苦短，感叹未来迷茫。

最重要是活出基督的样式，影响周围的人，神必然就会带领，引导我们前行。

朝着神的事工，增进自己，凡事都依靠祂，就对了。”

（是我在一位新朋友的部落格读到的，觉得很有意思，只是我们有不同的看法，所以稍微改了后面几句。）

感谢神今年的带领，能够有机会来服侍祂，希望明年会做得更好！愿所有荣耀都归于神！

在这儿祝大家新年蒙恩，希望你们能够有一个充实的一年！

Selamat Hari Raya and Happy Merdeka!

So, 5 months have passed since my last post.. It had been a very different year, and I started to read some really useful books. Now I have some of the knowledge, the only thing is to use what I learned. But Howwww? sooo, life's been great.

Been to London. :)

College friends are funny and awesome.

Joined Public Speaking Camp and Team Building Camp.

Joined Frisbee Club and loving it.

Got a Samsung Galaxy Tab.

Get new strings for the guitar.

Been working in Korean Restaurant during the weekends.

Been having this basketball/ sports ministry in Youth and I believed it had somehow engage the youths more. :D

Been driving! :))

Learned how to make brownies. :D

Went to bazaar for the first time with Jian Mei.

Thank God for all His blessings. Can't wait to learn more like cooking good foods and also to challenge myself to do greater things!

P/S : Challenging yourself is to move out from your comfort zone and do things you never thought yourself could. 

FIA

Sorry! HAHA. Didn't keep my promise to post soon. :P Forgive me.

SPM results were out last Wednesday. Okay, I know i'm a bit late to blog about that but it's good news! :D Really Thank God for that. :) And I started college! Doing Foundation in Arts at Sunway University. Sorry I ain't that good in story telling. So, basically I'm just writing a summary here. HAHA. Ah! I don't know what else to say...

I like taking nice pictures. hehehe!


p/s: Thank you Sarah for doing the exits links! :D

No Rae Bang in Mont. Kiara

Was having lunch after church that day. Carson with his beanie!

Then went for No Rae Bang with Sonia and friends!

Will update more photos when i'm free. .. :)

Btw, I started College. Do I still say college when there's no college in it? Anyways, it's in Cyberjaya's MMU, Multimedia University. Will be having my 1st class tomorrow. Didn't see any one i know the other day though. Hope that I can make some friends there.. :) Will write more soon! :D